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I am ready to give up on it. Sometimes it is just better to walk away then put up with all the bull shit. I am sick of being the one blamed for every thing that goes wrong in this god damn house. I swear I try and try and try but there is no making anyone happy. So fuck it!



BTW I am speaking of the house in which I live in......

~Why is Good-bye the hardest word to say? I've been trying so hard to prove to Freddy I am still his friend, but it has all ended in a heep of nothing. He has moved on. He has put me behind him and he no longer needs me in any way. I way always in the way. Now I am no longer in the way. I now have finally gotten the hint after months of trying. I have told him my last good-bye. I am closing this chapter in my life for good. No looking back.....sure I'll always have memories but I will no longer try to prove my self to him. He does not want me as a friend and why would he? He has other friends. Better friends.....Friends who will treat him better. ~



~I know I am not that great of a friend. I beat my self up every day over it cause I hurt him. I never ment to hurt Freddy, but he told me I was in the way. I was to clingy, he did not have time for me. What was I to think? I never stopped being your friend! You stopped being mine!~



~Guess I am done bitching....doesn't change a damn thing....only makes it worse. I feel like shit!~